Ugh allergies suck! Thankfully the wind has died down now so maybe by tomorrow this headache will be gone. The more annoying thing is the fact that I'm supposed to be watching my niece mon-fri and I haven't watched her in 2 1/2 weeks. This is such a pain since I'm stuck waiting around because I don't know if my sister is going to bring her around or not. I have to schedule appointments around when I'm supposed to get her but it all seems pointless since more times than not I don't even get her, but I still must be available for the days that Traci manages to be I don't know ready on time, feel like going to school or not hung over. It's so very frustrating to be put in this position every single day. Probably the most frustrating part is that Traci doesn't care either that this effects my day every day. I don't know if she's going to school or not but I'm so fed up with it but the only thing I can do is tell my dad but I HATE the fact that I'm always the one to "tattle tail" on her. I know this all seems so silly or small but this is just on going and it's been this way since August it's just getting old. I can only think of twice where she has managed to bring Lily for 2 weeks straight. It seems like she has no care about her life or future and can just keep retaking classes or stay in college for ever. Well she can but she's going to have to put Lily in daycare because I didn't sign up to watch her daughter for the rest of my life!! or sit around waiting every day for her to never show up or bother to text or call to say hey I'm not bringing her at all today go ahead and do whatever you wont or hey I'm not going to bother at all this whole week! ugh!! And and and ugh I feel like I'm whining away over something that shouldn't even be bothering me but it does. She also got ANOTHER dog!! Really she needs another dog whatever. I'm sure my dad wont be to happy with it she's like well maybe I'll give dad and Iza Buddy and then he'll be ok with it. No he's not going to be ok with it she never takes the dogs to the vet and she barely has the money to feed the 2 she already has!
*sigh* I guess I'm just feeling very unappreciated and worthless in her eyes today but I'm done now with her today I've gotten this all out of my system and now I can smile and sing and dance around my house while I do laundry :-)
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